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Froz3nPhoenix
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Name: Kurt
Birthday: 8/10/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: Traditional Gaming and New Gaming. Good movies/literature. Even Sports!
Expertise: 1337/\/\4573|2|/\/6
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  Froz3nPhoenix
Member Since:
2/18/2004
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| I stepped on a knife Monday. 6 stitches. Left foot, bottom, between heal and flat. 3 shots to numb it. Can't work until Monday at UPS, been hauling away at the SnoShack though.
Pain changes a person. Injuries leave bookmarks in our lives. Evolutionary, really. Remember pain so you don't reproduce how you hurt yourself. Avoid situations that hurt you. Know how to nurse your body back to health. Spread the knowledge, show the wounds, don't let others make your mistake. Survival of the species. Humans are social creatures. But did we become social because of pain? --We are drawn to disaster. We have a great word to describe this fascination- Horror. It is something that is gruesome and unsettling, but we are unable to look away. We remember it. Horror movies stick with us longer than anything else. We remember the things that scared us as children. We are fascinated with tales of pain and being scared. We tell them over and over again.
40k- Humans as an evil race-
They are fascinated with destruction and death. They look on starry eyed as their fellow beings perish in gruesome unspeakable ways. They covet wounds and gather to look around disfigured comrades in admiration.
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| I've been spending the entirety of the week at my house, practically alone. Kristen has came over every night to hang out, which has been awesome. But when she goes to work in the day, I chill out with my dog and watch bad Comedy Central movies.
The main reason that I sit around all day infront of shit television is because I find myself with a severe lack to play console games. I like console games but it takes so much motivation to actually play. I think it is the social element I expect from them. Why would I bother playing a game on this console alone? Its a social game thing. I like to have an audience when I am playing single player console games. And the multi-player is usually where its at for consoles, so I want my friends to play with, not random people.
Alright, thats all I have right now, food time.
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| Took me like 15 minutes to figure out how to add a new post.
Lets see if we can make this shit work again. Also, this serves as a test to see if this still uploads to my Facebook also.
I even made this place a bit less emo.
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| The Sammons/Perkins train of thought brought about last year during the WEBN fireworks was actually a train wreck of thought. For those of you there to witness it, it was excruciating and painful to listen to it. Basically they were taking the philosophy of Descartes (the guy who stated "I think, therefore I am") and pissing all over it. They took Descartes, dragged him into an alley, shot him, and had sex with his dead corpse through the bullet wound. Then they emerged from the alley way and said, can't thought be created by someone else? Then they spent 6 hours running in a circle restating everything that Descartes had already done.
All of this thought originates from the question of, "How can I prove that I am really here?" It goes to question the possibility of everything you see and experience etc. is just an illusion of perception. Descartes answers this question by saying that since we can think and ask questions, we are experiencing a plane of reality that we exist on. There is still no way to actually prove everything else is real, but we can prove that we are real.
My actual goal of this post is to create a common basis of a reality that we exist in as to not leave the rest of these posts as a maybe. We all exist in this world, the one that we can all talk about, think about, and interact in. All the objects that we can see and touch must be real. For the simplicity of this journey we will not worry about Matrix questions. The reason I find most fitting for this rule is the concept of Nothingness.
Nothingness is capitalized because it is important. When I say, "Imagine nothingness." what comes to mind? For me, I see an empty room... but there is still walls and a floor and a ceiling, air and other molecules... So I tear that all out, and I am left with a blackness. But is blackness really nothingness? It has a color, and you can see it. But if blackness is nothingness, then you still have the perspective you are seeing this nothingness from. So try to peel back your perspective, the point that you see this nothingness. You try to close your eyes from it but you still can see it from that perspective. You can't peel this layer away to leave nothingness alone and empty like it really is. Your mind begins to feel like its splitting in the back of your head. You can't do it. You can't imagine nothingness.
We are beings of our own perspective, and we cannot experience true Nothingness. Therefore we will make it a given that everything we can see, hear, smell, and touch is part of our world and we are part of it also, simply because we cannot experience nothing, so there must be something. Now that we have established the plane that we as humans all exist on, we can continue.
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| After much recent thought and being an active reader for the past couple of months, I have found myself to be a childish gout. I have been wasting brain power and creative skills, letting myself waste away, being thoughtless and unseeing.
Bun now I have recalled that I need to continue my quest for knowledge. I need to stop assuming that I have figured out the working of the worlds. Emotion and situations, different for everyone but common conclusions and answers can be made. What links our minds in simple social deduction and what separates us in our personal shadows? I hope to investigate this deep, unknown world. I want to know. I want to learn.
My Xanga will become an examination of my mind and heart, a place for me to record ideas and questions I come across. My Xanga also transfers to my Facebook. I hope all of you that read these will stop to look into their own hearts and minds for answers, to become a greater being an person that they are.
So follow me on this journey, lets go somewhere.
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